Well thank the gods 2019 is finally over.
I lost too much. Hurt too much. Cried too much. And now the 90s were 30 years ago.
Now that the year is over, let’s see how my 2019 Resolutions went…
- To let go of the hate I am still holding on to from VCA. VCA can suck it. I am done with all that noise, everyone knows what a terrible company they are to their employees AND their clients. They can’t have any more of my time.
- To better control my blood sugars. My blood sugars seem to be ok as long as I rememeber to actually consume food. No, I don’t test as often as I should…
- To try to eat healthier (let’s be honest here). Meh – depressions sucks and I am an emotional eater. Safe to say I failed at this one.
- To de-clutter my space. My de-cluttering expedition was well planned and not executed. I got rid of some stuff…then ended up replacing it with other stuff >.< I will try again!
- To ask for help. I think I have gotten better about asking…but probably not nearly as much as I should. I tend to just get tired of asking and do it myself 😦
- To Let. It. Go. Yeah, I am pretty good at this now, I think. Sing the song daily in my head to remind me…that and Just Keep Swimming…
Well, apparantly I need to try several of these again. So let’s size up 2020 for me.
2020 Resolutions:
- Eat healthier and eat less. This will help me loose the weight I NEED to lose. I have tried this so many times…if anyone has any tips, I am listening!
- De-Clutter my space. Again. I have GOT to get rid of some of this crap!
- Write more. I really need to write more. I am getting better, but I can do more!
Yeah, I know. My list is half of what it was last year. Maybe I can get it this time. And let’s hope the loss I have to deal with this year is significantly less than this year, because if not, I just might try to off myself by sleeping without my CPAP.
Wandering Wendee 